Some Random Thoughts........... :)

Its amazing to see grown ups behaving like kids sometimes ! Such a sight today, further strengthened the idea of living your present to the fullest in me. Who knows - Kal Ho na Ho :). Further to add... We should never kill the kid within ourselves. He teaches you to be carefree when you try being sincere, To be mischievous when you try being matured. He brings fun in life which we often tend to lose living our lives with all the worldly tensions. Trust me! This is how life actually moves. Be a kid, live a funny life :)



An incipient love expects explicit expressions...But as it matures, things go tacit way. Gestures say a lot. You don't need Billet-douxs, flowers or those daily good night kisses. A "Hi" over the phone delivers a lot more than what THOSE 3 words used to express.....Feelings ooze out more often. Understanding strengthens further and you put the phone over the cradle saying nothing great but just with those lovely and adorable hallucinations to follow :)

Life Pursuits - Kabhi This, Kabhi That!!

I cleared my wallet today, tearing and disposing off those CCD bills, movie tickets and ATM receipts. It took me to the wonderful moments I used to be into few months back. That day, on 2nd June'09, as the guard waved the signal, he insinuated me to momentarily forget those comfortable and joyful days I was into, in the cyber city. But I couldn't stop myself doing so. I gaped at the New Delhi railway station, receding in size. The trees, the farms, the electric poles, the waving kids - all bidding me good bye with a mysterious smile. I had no option but to reply with a grin. It was a self chosen change for me which, at that moment, was not at all pleasing. I was deliberating hard on my decisions. I was leaving all those wonderful moments lived there with people whom I loved to be with. Those people had become a part of my life. I still believe the fact that it's the people who make the place worth living and not the place by itself. This is the reason, a city like Gurgaon -which has nothing as such to offer, except a spectacle of a concrete jungle which I used to detest badly - has become one of the nicest places I have ever visited in my life so far.

After around 2 and a half months from this journey as I write this from Goa Institute of Management, where I am currently in, to pursue my PG course of 2 years, I find myself confused and indecisive. Confused by instincts, confused by my desires, confused by my purpose in life. Does someone really think that he or she has just a single objective in life? If someone says so, I refute it outrightly. Ok, let me put it this way which might sound a bit cliched - At any point of time, you have an aim in your life, you run for it badly. You think about it day and night. You put your best efforts to achieve it. But what once you get it? There's another greed to run after. Another short term objective to target for. Another milestone to reach and before we actually realise what we want from our life, it becomes too late. Am I being too philosophical? Ammm!! I dunno. Perhaps Yes.

This is not the first time that someone is writing all these stuffs, many have written it in various forms numerous times. What is the thing to note about here is do we really deliberate on these aspects? Aah. Ya I heard your synchronous NOs. You know what, I left those back, whom I value the most and whom I don't know whether I would be able to meet again in my life. I really doubt that by March' 2011 when I would be leaving this place, I would be content. May be or May be not. Aah, c'mon. Lets move now - wasn't this what you all wanted to say to me. See, I guessed that. :)

I have to stop all this nonsense as the coming Monday is showing its scary face studded with Externalities Theory underlying in the "Congestion Charges in Central London" and the works of B.F. Skinner in the concepts of Organizational Behaviour and loads of other stuffs. I sign off here with yet another short term plan - an obligation that I have to meet and not the purpose I have to achieve in life. Take care all. May God gives us the sanity to achieve the state of self realisation. Lollzzz :)

Just a Nice Quote to share!!

AB has mentioned this quote in his blog entry, which I found very interesting. So just sharing for those who don't follow his blog -

"There is nothing good or bad in this world, but our perceptions make it so. What people call ‘congestion’ in a train, becomes ‘atmosphere’ in a night club"

A great thought conveyed by a funny example. :)))

New Dwelling - New Nostalgia !! :)

On the 2nd of August 2008 - early morning when I was packing my PC, I was getting nostalgic about leaving my identity of "House No. 462,Sector 22, Near HUDA Market, Gurgaon, Haryana 122001" - All memories i was packing with me along with that PC.

I was taking along with me that greatness of the ground floor, that view of the backyard, that bright sunlight striking my face permeating through the curtains and waking me up, that stroll of mine to the entry gate for taking the newspaper,holding the toothbrush in my mouth, that murmur of a "Hi" to that cute female Doggy - "Julie" - (Dont want to call her bitch ... Bad word :))) )... That casual walk thereafter to the tea stall in the market - just 100 meters to my place - And woooo!! Those palatable sips of that wonderful tea coming out of that rajasthani tumbler used to give my day a wonderful start ... Those moments when sometimes aunty came with her delicious snacks in the evening along with a cup of tea ...[ So much warmth and love her gestures had ... She has been one of the finest landladies i have ever had ... A lady with a nice heart, nice gestures and also nice daughters too ... They both were the nice souls to talk with ... God bestows the family all they have aspired for long and makes them the happiest souls on earth so that they dont feel the loss of the head of the family .. God bless them!! .. ] Then those weekends, when Rishi's laundry came into picture with an appendage of some songs to hymn in the bathroom to pass time :)) ... then a smile on the face after getting appreciation for the same!! ... He He .. Rishi..U naughty bloke!! ... That freedom to saunter up to Manpasand anytime you wanted to have something when u felt hungry!! ...Then that lovely smile of Raju bhaiya's(Press waale) family as i used to park my bike in front of my gate... Woww... Is anybody there who can give these precious and lovely moments back to me?? So much it matters for me yaar ... Hey guys i would miss you!! Someone cud call me back perhaps :(( !! Hmmmmmm!!! ...Ufffff!!

But hey!! ... Change is the only thing which is permanent -- O ya !! ..I know this is a cliched statement now .. But its so true .. isnt it?? .. Now I am indentified as living in House No. 3457, Sector 23, Near HUDA Market, Gurgaon, Haryana - 122001... Pick the odd one out!! he he he :))) .... New people...New surroundings ... The nice thing here is the spacious room with the lovely balcony ... Market here is even nearer ..just few steps from my room .... But market doesnt have that delicious tea and the benevolent tea walaa ... Market doesnt have that "Manpasand" meals for Rs.40 ... I would still prefer to ride to the 22 markket to be atleast in touch with them ... New landlord are suportive as of now ... Lets see how they go along .. Time would tell ....

But nooooooooooooooooooooo!! ..I havent felt that warmth here yet, which i used to feel there. ...
Boo hoo hoo :(( ... Hey 462 nd the people involved .. I miss you so much sweethearts!! .. You gave me nice memories to take along with me ... Hey Shhhh!! .. Shhh!! ..Who knows this room gives me IIM and BSchool calls man! ..Wink ;) .. Amen!! .. But then again I miss 22, I miss , I miss and I miss!! ..Nothing else. .. I and my Nostalgia!! .. Bhagwaan Bachaye :))

Barbecue Nation -- Nice discovery!!!

Today was Bhupi's party .. Took 5 of us to a fantastic eating joint - "Barbecue Nation" .. It was a fantastic culinary experience....Any food fanatic would just love that place...Exotic environment and a lovely ambiance to enjoy...As u enter, three pretty faces were there to welcome you which gives u a gr8 start....Then u wud be greeted with all the hospitality and asked 2 sit .... A waiter would plug a void in the center of your table with a burning grill oven on which he would put those paneer tikka, chicken tikka, vegetable barbecue delicacies to give u a real barbecue feeling....You wud be urself rotate those grilling rods and do the needful...Then as soon as u wud put them in ur mouth, it would give u the best starters taste u wud have ever got .... A free complimentary drink adds to the flavour .... I tasted the best ICE TEA ever till now....The starters took us 1 hour to satisfy our greed :)) ..Then we moved on with the main course ..It was also superb...The most important thing was the ambiance...It was super cool ... I enjoyed every bit of it...Relaxed there for around 2 hrs....Then we reached to bhupi's room..was feeling dizzy, but dint sleep; was not in mood to drive all the way to my room as it was a live oven outside, all burning. So laid watching BABUL-the movie...Watched it for the first time...was good....Till then i had wasted lot of time of the day....Had to complete Profit and Loss!! ...Koi nahi!!..Just reached to my room, soaked a big bundle of clothes to wash tomorrow, filled the cooler tank....now writing this blog...Ok!!...Thats it for now, have to finish Profit and Loss at any cost today...Neha would have leapfrogged me by miles...Have to catch her asap!!! ... O baby!!..Chillllll...Sud's style :)) ..he he he.

The Friday !!!

I am munching my favourite "Haldiram Plain Bhujia" and sipping the Lichi juice, while brooding over the day i had today .... Man!!..It was an ideal friday, not much work...Even clients were not much interested in taking the training .. he he he ... so much of a relaxation happened in office ... Tomorrow bhupi going to share his ecstasy over his being rated as 5 by giving us a treat ... dunno the place actually, hope it to be a grand one :))) .

Amidst all this fun, one thing is really bothering me..... I would be a loner soon .. boohoo hoo ... Manish is goin to onsite in june end, Sumit is flying in july along with his PJ wife Chitra .. aahhh but she is really a nice gal yaar...very sweet indeed ... nice to be a bhabhi as sweet as her.... and then abhishek is also expecting his trip somewhere in august .... Neha would be released with me, who knows she also gets a chance to fly .. whcih would leave me all alone in forlorn .... Woooooo!!! ..Its scaring me!! .... God!! ... lets see :)))

Bye... Happy weeknd !!